My only son
Don’t be afraid
You will be ok
I remember your face
When you were born…
- text from Dad
My only son
Don’t be afraid
You will be ok
I remember your face
When you were born…
- text from Dad
Treason is treason
Even if you do it with a smile on your face.
It was her hunting season;
It was a different kind of game this time that we happened to chase.
Clamor it out now.
I’d be a hypocrite if I did just to spite you less.
It’s the pains that will shape how
We determine our worth in this lifetime and the next.
‘Cause we all wish for
magical answers, to be a romancer.
And I’m so damn sure
That I’m not afraid as I was yesterday.
Don’t you make a sound.
Funny, how you think that would make the shot hurt less.
Things are better now;
It took me some time but I can finally disconnect.
We know…
The reasons why we’re tracked and cornered in the end.
She knows…
Of no way to stomach down a friend.
‘Cause we all wish for
magical answers, to be a romancer.
And I’m so damn sure
That I’m not afraid as I was yesterday.
And we were worth so much more
Than the heads that mount above your door.
And secrets are always kept
From yourself so you won’t ever forget.
‘Cause we all wish for
magical answers, to be a romancer.
And I’m so damn sure
That I’m not afraid as I was yesterday.
- 2009
We regret to inform you that this position has been cancelled
- Some Company
Good thing I’m great with rejection!
I wonder how it’s going to be
When you don’t know me
How’s it going to be
When you’re sure I’m not there
How’s it going to be
When there’s no one there to talk to
But between you and me, I think I’d care how it’s gonna be.
I bought a used 2003 VW Jetta GL last October. It was a great deal and I love the car, but there were just a couple of things that didn’t sit too well. The left headlight kept dying and I discovered on my own poking around that the wiring to the headlamp socket was completely burnt. It still worked most of the time though so I didn’t give too much thought to it.


Finally, when I took a trip north to the Bay Area with my car, the headlight gave out for good. I kicked it and bumped it like I usually had, but it wasn’t doing any good this time.
Well, the past couple of days, I was doing some research and found this nice little How-To on taking apart the headlight assembly on my car. I finally got the balls to take on this project and spent a good part of Sunday night dismantling the front-end of my car. Most of the time I was yanking out my bumper and trying to unscrew the most unreachable screws in the world.
When I finally got to the headlight itself, I realized I needed to solder the new socket’s wires to these pins that connect to the wiring harness of the car because the old wires were burnt and useless. I wish I could have documented this better and staple it to my resume from now on. Look how resourceful I am!

Putting everything back together was so satisfying. I felt like I just accomplished the greatest task imaginable. What could have been a $100 job with parts and labor at a mechanic shop, just cost me $5.50 and about 3 hours.

I am man.
“It’s hard to be the better man,
when you forget you’re trying.”
Hardly a worthy entry. I just don’t have anywhere else to let things out right now.